I had my first follow up appointment for Lyme treatment on Tuesday. I do not have bartonella (the Lyme co-infection that Melody has). I will be continuing on the same course of treatment for another month after which we will assess whether a different treatment is necessary. I will also be tested for adrenal gland function to see if it is playing a role in my increased fatigue and unrestful sleep (adrenal function can be significantly impaired by Lyme).
I have not yet lost my thumb to gangrene. The wound seems to be on the mend and the pain is not too bad (until I forget my hand is hurt and I try to use it). There is nerve damage and I cannot feel most of the front of my thumb. Because it is only feeling and not muscle or mobility issues, I was told there is not very much that can be done except let it heal and hope it comes back. I had a followup appointment Wednesday morning with Occupational Health to get see how it is healing and find out if anything more can be done. The nurse practitioner said there was no one in our county who could help with nerve damage, but she would see if the Workers Comp would cover an appointment elsewhere. I am waiting to hear back on that still. I have been able to work this week. My employer has been very accommodating and kind. He is more than happy to find things for me to do that will not stress my hand too much.
Melody is still feeling extremely awful and is very ill. Our doctor thinks that her exacerbated symptoms are caused by a resurgence of the Bartonella infection after she stopped taking Cipro. So, even though she was very sick while she was on Cipro (which is why our doctor took her off it), everything has become so much worse since she stopped it. We are waiting on liver test results to see if we can begin more aggressive and much needed antibiotic therapy.
It has been a rough week watching my beloved, who not that long ago was a happy, vivacious woman eager to be married and start a career, barely be able to sit up long enough to take something to ease the pain. To not be able to console her when she wakes up screaming and weeping after a nightmare. At my appointment on Tuesday, even our doctor mentioned to me how worried she was for Melody and told me to not hesitate to call about Melody. I thank everyone for their prayers for Melody. Melody's mother has graciously come to help us. It is very encouraging to know someone is here with Melody while I am at work or at the Marine Lab. We are both very thankful for her help during this difficult time.
Friday, April 17, 2009
Of Lyme and flesh wounds
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Monday, April 13, 2009
as long as You are glorified
My sweet sister-in-law Heather sent this song to me. It has been so encouraging to me amidst these excruciatingly dark days. You can listen to it below...
by Sovereign Grace Music
Shall I take from Your hand Your blessings
Yet not welcome any pain
Shall I thank You for days of sunshine
Yet grumble in days of rain
Shall I love You in times of plenty
Then leave You in days of drought
Shall I trust when I reap a harvest
But when winter winds blow, then doubt
Oh let Your will be done in me
In Your love I will abide
Oh I long for nothing else as long
As You are glorified
Are You good only when I prosper
And true only when I’m filled
Are You King only when I’m carefree
And God only when I’m well
You are good when I’m poor and needy
You are true when I’m parched and dry
You still reign in the deepest valley
You’re still God in the darkest night
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Friday, April 10, 2009
Good Friday in the ER
I'll spare you the gore underneath.
Despite already visiting our local hospital this morning for a routine blood draw, Spencer apparently wanted a better tour of the place.
He sliced his hand pretty badly at the base of his thumb while inserting glass into a window frame at work. His boss (our landlord) graciously took him to the ER for stitches.
Things never get dull around here :)
Thank you for your prayers and encouraging comments regarding the posts I have made during this very difficult week. We greatly appreciate it.We wish you all a blessed Good Friday and Easter. We are humbled by, amazed at, and thankful for Christ's sacrifice on the cross to pay for our sins. What undeserved grace!
To Him be the glory.
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Wednesday, April 08, 2009
general life update
Spencer is nearing the one month mark for Lyme treatment. Overall he's done alright - he's had mostly okay days and some bad days. He has an appointment next Tuesday to evaluate treatment.
I got pulled off of antibiotics again, because my liver is struggling. I have been so sick and miserable. You can read about how my doctor appointment last week went here.
I don't have much else to share. I feel monotonous posting about being sick over and over, but that's all there really is these days. Sorry this sounds so dreary. I'm feeling very discouraged.
I'm trying SO hard to be positive and uplifting when it comes to making blog posts and interacting with others, but in all honesty, I am struggling immensely. The past few days have been a nightmare. My health is spiraling downward fast and it's kind of scary.
Please be praying for us. I never would have imagined that a small tick could cause such devastation and suffering.
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Tuesday, April 07, 2009
we have a nephew!
Spencer's sister gave birth to a sweet baby boy late last night. Congratulations to Gretchen and Craig!
It's times like these that I really dislike having 600+ miles between us and family. I want to meet this little guy!
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